>===’> does that look like a fish? hmmm… my way of saying i ❤ your Nemo quote!
you know, i’ve never heard anyone say this before, but it wasn’t til after i let loose my comment here yester, that it dawned on me that i too am a recovering alcoholic and i had forgotten * all * about * it….. that makes me feel awkward saying it out loud. is that even possible?
does that mean that maybe my focus on survival has over powered that major aspect of my DNA, or…..what?
my husband took my 1-year chip away from me before i left him. pretty sure he did not approve of my recovery, because my asking for help was how i became “brave”.
the chip was given to me by a man i had great respect and admiration for. he was my REAL Sponsor, and my LAST Sponsor after the many that came before him.
you might begin to see a pattern where i have difficulty coloring inside the lines, like everyone else. probably why i spend more time than most inside a cloud of confusion.
my curiosity has grabbed me by the hair again… i wanna find out how long its been since i put myself in treatment. i left my husband 4 years ago, and i had my epiphany a couple years before that. my guess is anywhere from 6-10 years. is that weird?
for some reason i find this unsettling information that i could’ve just ‘forgotten’ something like this about myself…..
dammit- see- this is the stuff i write/ think/ feel that needs to be on my blog not yours….