who the hell is ….’Almost~Alice’…..?!

I am not a survivor. I am currently a victim.

I blog becuz I am a coward.

I blog becuz I allowed myself to be isolated.

there’s s’posed to be fringe benefits when you are someone’s “kept woman”. I’m not seeing what they are.

Bondage & Discipline isn’t any fun when there’s no sex involved. it’s just being held captive, at that point.

I would never let a man trap me like this. that definitely was not my problem.

my husband wasn’t a sociopath- he was just a Bully and physically assaulted me. but he didn’t scare me.  he was just bigger than me and was only able to catch me off guard in the beginning.

I am Homeless 4 years becuz they said I was “brave”.

I wish I was a coward that day too.

I was blind-sided that:

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           copyright 2014 by ‘Almost~Alice’

  1.       I would have a sociopath
  2.       my sociopath would come in the form of 4 women that I trusted
  3.       I would have more than 1 sociopath
  4.       i hafta know what sociopath even means….

apparently, sociopaths are also chameleons.

and it’s possible that the ‘better’ sociopath’s come without peni….

I allowed myself to be vulnerable and at the mercy of a soul pirate whose window dressing is just as cute and adorable as your favorite aunti or gran.

I blog because I am alone.

I blog becuz 1 of my 5 Greatest Fears is Invisibility.

I blog becuz I’m practicing my voice (again).

I blog becuz my sociopath has me so very confused.

I blog becuz I need to hear what others see.

I blog becuz I havent been hugged by a real human being in almost two years, and that was done last by a complete stranger.

I blog so I don’t forget who I was.

I blog becuz I might make it back- if I can hold back invisibilty long enough.

copyright 2014 by 'Almost~Alice'

copyright 2014 by ‘Almost~Alice’

you could say, my blog is like a bookmark or breadcrumbs.

and seriously- if you can still hear me…..

I’m pretty sure I found the remains of Hansel & Gretel in the compost bin.


there is a Metamorphosis for every Dragon & FlutterBy,

a Phoenix for every Fyre,

and a Hell for every Violet….


So within these broken boundaries where my Imagination now does Plays,

used to be a SomeOne-

                                                                                                       a One with Some…..

                                          that once could recognize her own reflection

with pure & simple Joy.

But if you’ll wander now, far & long enough amongst the wreckage of a Life-

of scrap to be recycled,

a chance you might just stumble o’er what’s left o’ long-forgotten me

flopped in dust so gentle soft,

                                                                                                                          whisperin’ quiet to my lastly toy.


“Don’t Blink!” cries the Doctor, or you might just see something        …..’Almost~Alice’…..

“Don’t Look!” unless you Dare….








5 comments on “who the hell is ….’Almost~Alice’…..?!
  1. Lydia Devadason says:

    Hey Almost Alice, I love your blog and have nominated you for the Sisterhood of the World Bloggers Award. I hope this is something you would like to participate in but of course, I understand if this is something that is not of interest to you, or if you do not have enough time to participate. If you are interested, please follow the link below.

    Liked by 1 person

  2. charliekb says:

    I just nominated you for a Leibster award…
    To find out what its about, here is a link to my post…
    Have a good one 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  3. mariemarvels says:

    I nominated you for the Liebster Award. please find the rules and questions here

    In the meantime I wish you a superhero heck of a day!

    Liked by 1 person

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