2nd To Last Step Into Humiliation

Today…Panhandle Day 1-1 I was taught by the other People on The Street to Panhandle.

I was Mortified. They all laughed. Panhandle Day 1-2 I sat on the bus bench for 3 hours, before I could work up the nerve to do this, and can’t remember the last time I felt this much Shame and less Worthy than I did for that very long 25 minutes, before I could hide myself on the back of that bus to Abandon me on that hateful Farm back out in the Woods.

There is only One thing left in my eyes that can be worse, and I don’t even wanna say it out loud…

Panhandle Day 1-4Going home with nothing for my Torment, the worse thing, really…. was the fact that only 3 of 150 people that drove past me even noticed, that I had tried to make them laugh.  Nothing more was expected, and even less was returned…

The Groovi-est, Purple-Beaded, Ever-Laughin', Dukk-Lovin', Barefoot, Dirt-Farmin', Hippi Chikki that you'll ever have the Sublime Pleasure to get to know!

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4 comments on “2nd To Last Step Into Humiliation
  1. Charity says:

    I would have laughed at your signs!

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  2. InfiniteZip says:

    I wanted karate lessons and got stuck with guitar…made my fingers bleed….how long ago were these taken?

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  3. are you yankin my chain? seriously? 17 hours ago…….riiiiiiiiiiight…….NOW!!
    you didnt miss nothin’ yet Zip– kids make ya bleed too…. both literal & figurative….. ducks- not so much.

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